Back from Hiatus!
I have been away for quite a long time it would seem, well long for someone who is usually a frequent tumblr user, I escaped! for only a short time that is.
A lot of things have happened since I last really seriously posted, I still haven’t found employment! So I spend a lot of time with my family and taking care of the house, My boyfriend and I have gotten a cat, her name is Pixel and she is super cuddly, and the family as a whole got a dog named Coco(Cocoa?) There has been no discussion as to how to spell the dogs name so I am unsure really, then again who really has sit down discussions about how to spell your dogs name, either you get it or you don’t, no big deal.
as far as my mental state goes I have been a tad on the emotional side and I am unsure why but I hope to figure that out in due time, I am still un-medicated and my doctor would like to keep it that way for now, to find out the root cause of my insanity rather then bog me down with synthetic serotonin, oh Anti-Depressants.
It is just nice to be back on the Tumblrverse and I will admit I missed it greatly.
And to all my new followers! I followed you all back and I am so happy you chose to follow me it really means a lot to me, if anyone ever needs to chat or is bored or anything feel free to fire me off an ask!
Have you ever felt like depressed for an incredibly stupid reason? I messed up a batch of cookies and literally felt like shit and have been overly emotional about it. What is going on!
Call me the Titanic, cause baby with me all your hopes and dream will sink.
On the bright side the music will be good
It all started with a message on a dating website, he messaged me first, he later told me that a question I had answered appeared on his feed, he read my profile and felt compelled to message me, I was unsure if I wanted to respond, he lived in Edmonton and I lived in Calgary, he was 3 hours away. But I responded, it was simple, his next message was asking me to message him on Google hangouts, but he had forgotten to supply his email, so he quickly sent another message with his email and cute little quip about how if one wanted to be added they should give you an email address, through the next little while we would literally stay up all night talking on Skype, nonsense conversations, and there would be moments where we would just stare at each other and smile.
We fell in love over Skype, I couldn’t get him out of my head, and he couldn’t get me out of his, I couldn’t wait for the evening when I would be able to hear his voice again.
Just before Christmas on the 22nd we had stayed up all night, chatting and we told each other that we loved each other for the first time, and at 4AM, he decided he was coming to see me, and at 7 AM he was on a bus for 3 hours to come to me, I was so nervous I literally got sick, When I got there we both looked at each other, then shyly looked away and pretended to be busy. But when he walked over to me he kissed me, it was fireworks.
Saying good bye to him each time he came killed me, until the last time.. Cause he moved here to be with me! I love him